Glenna Rebecca’s Birth Story and Hospital Stay
(Disclaimer: There is talk of medical jargon, cervical dilation, and other feminine terms.)
Little miss Glenna Rebecca arrived fast and furious on Wednesday August 17th, 2022, at 8:39 PM at Aspirus St. Michael’s Hospital in Stevens Point, WI. She was our smallest baby, weighing in at 6 lbs 10 oz and measuring 19 inches in length. It may have taken the four births of her older siblings to achieve, but Glenna’s birth was finally the birth that I had always hoped and prayed for. Natural birth, the way God originally designed it to be, is achievable. Here is our story.
We found out we were pregnant with Glenna right before Christmas, after a rather long sickness where I had a fever for 9 days. We were able to announce the exciting news on Christmas morning. It was welcome news after having been sick for a few weeks. I decided that I wanted to do everything “naturally” for her pregnancy and labor and delivery. I started preparing for her birth as soon as we found out we were expecting.
All my girls, prior to Glenna, were born at 37 (Lorelei), 38 (Sadie), and 37+3 (Emmie) weeks. Warren was born at 40 weeks, but he was our first. Once I hit 37 weeks with Glenna’s pregnancy, people started asking when she was going to come. I had been having quite a bit of pelvic discomfort, but no other signs of impending labor. I hit 38 weeks and was having some infrequent contractions in the middle of the night and more Braxton hicks contractions during the day, but again, nothing really notable.
My parents visited on the Sunday morning before Glenna was born to bring the kids donuts. It is a little tradition that we do on church Sundays. My mom told me that she had plans for Wednesday with a friend. I jokingly told her that I would have the baby that day since she had plans. Little did we know, I was right.
Tuesday, August 16th, I woke up in the middle of the night with noticeable contractions. I was able to go back to sleep and they were gone by the time I woke up. The kids and I went to pick blueberries and visit our friends Ashely and Penny in the morning. I had some signs of lightning and possible cervical ripening (pink-tinged discharge) at my friend’s house (yay!). The rest of the day was spent trying to check a few more things off my “to do before baby arrives” list.
I had finished canning applesauce from all the apples in our garden and canning apple scrap jelly from the peels/cores the day before (great zero-waste recipe). I developed a weird rash on the left side of my belly and up my left arm. It looked like hives. The doctors were confident that the rash was not pregnancy related. They think it was contact dermatitis. I think it was a heat rash from setting my stove on fire when the jelly boiled over, twice (whoops!), or an allergic reaction from grabbing stinging nettle while weeding the garden and then scratching my belly. I was hopeful that the rash would go away prior to labor and delivery because it was very itchy and a huge eye sore. It did not go away before labor.
That same night, I woke up several times with more intense contractions. I went to the bathroom each time and the contractions seemed to ease up enough that I was able to sleep. I had been praying that the baby would not come in the middle of the night so that I could rested and have energy for labor. God answered this prayer.
The morning of Wednesday, August 17 I messaged my sister Lauren and asked if she wanted to go on a walk with us to the woods to look for fresh milkweed for our monarch caterpillars. I didn’t want them to be left without fresh leaves if I went into active labor. We raise and release Monarchs every year. My goal was to stay home until the last possible minute in hopes to avoid as many medical interventions as possible. My four previous labors all ended in needing an IV, anti-nausea meds, an epidural, prolonged/stalled labors, IV Pitocin, and two shoulder dystocias. I wanted a natural birth to celebrate God’s design for birth and to give my baby the best start possible. I wanted her to have a gentler entrance into the world.
I spoke directly to little Glenna during my morning shower. I told her that we needed to work together. I asked her to stay in a good position, to not be posterior (facing backwards), and to come quickly. I had read that it was important to talk with your baby prior to their birth, just like how an athlete would envision winning a race. It felt a little bit odd, but I’m glad that I talked to her.
I had also spent time praying for Glenna’s birth before labor started. Some of the things I prayed specifically for were that her labor would be fast and as pain-free as possible, that I would finally be able to achieve a natural, medication free labor, that she wouldn’t have shoulder dystocia like two of her sisters, that I wouldn’t have a huge tear or would tear minimally, that neither she nor I would have any complications, and that I wouldn’t have any anxiety and/or nausea.
With the goal of staying home as long as possible, my sister, her son Ozzy, and my four kiddos left for a walk. We found plenty of fresh milkweed and the kids got to run in the woods. We came home and the kids played in the backyard. At one point, Emmie (our 2-year-old), climbed up on my belly during a contraction and put her ear on my belly. She looked up excitedly and said, “the baby is coming out!”. We hadn’t said anything to her about the baby coming out, so it was almost like she heard something from the baby and knew that baby would come that day.
I got the kids some lunch and then sent everyone to nap and rest time. I tried resting as much as I could during that time. I finished reading the book “Changing Birth on Earth: Preventing Another Unnecessary Cesarean”. It was the last natural birth book that I wanted to finish before baby was born. Goal met!
I had also been eating four (70-75g) large dates per day to help prepare my body for labor. I started this at 36 weeks, as recommended. This was my first pregnancy that I decided to try this. I couldn’t stand the texture of the dates, so I ground them up in the blender with 1 cup of milk, 1 T unsweetened cocoa powder, 1 banana, and 1 cup of ice. The concoction tasted just like a chocolate banana milkshake. I honestly think the dates helped! I drank my shake while I read the birthing book. I also drank 1-3 cups per day of red raspberry leaf tea (must be raspberry leaf and not plain raspberry tea) starting in the 3rd trimester. The general recommendation is 1 cup per day in the 1st trimester, 2 cups per day in the 2nd trimester, and 3 cups per day in the 3rd trimester, then finally a very strong brew with approximately 24 tea bags in it during labor. I never had a chance to drink the strong brew.
The kids came down from rest time and I let them watch a movie while I did 2 loads of laundry, cleaned the girls’ room, cleaned the school room, and put all the laundry away. I was contracting about every 5-10 minutes at that point and had to stop to breathe through a few contractions. I decided that it was best to get my hospital bag together just in case this was labor. The contractions started picking up duration and intensity around 3:00 PM.
My friend Heather had scheduled me a prenatal massage at the Wellness Spa as a thank you for taking care of her house and animals while they were on vacation. What a sweet and insanely generous gift. Thank you, Heather! I think that massage is the reason my labor ended the way that it did. The massage was scheduled for 6:00 PM that evening. Tom called and said that he would be home late from work. I was a bit frustrated because I was rather uncomfortable at that point, and I really didn’t want to miss the massage.
The kids asked me to paint their nails with our gel nail kit while we waited for daddy to get home. It was on the “to do list” so I decided we might as well check one last thing off. The girls all picked out a sparkly red. I got them done right as Tom got home. He asked if I was sure I should go to the massage and I said yes. I had Tom heat me up some leftovers (chicken yokisoba) and headed to the Wellness Spa. I was contracting more frequently, and the contractions were getting more intense, but I was not going to miss my appointment.
The massage therapist, Rhonda, called me back. My sister Lauren was messaging me to see if she should come just in case. I told her I was fine, she didn’t believe me. I explained to Rhonda that I was 38 + 4 weeks pregnant and was having contractions approximately every 5 minutes. She said that they had had clients in labor before and that she was a former birth doula. I was a bit concerned with how I would do laying on my stomach, even on the modified table, but after I got used to it, I was ok. She finished up massaging my back and legs, which really helped me relax during contractions. She asked me to turn over onto my back so she could continue the massage and right as I laid down, I felt a pop and a large amount of warm fluid gush out of me. This happened around 20 or 30 minutes into the massage, somewhere between 6:15 and 6:30 PM. My water has only fully broken one time on its own (with Sadie’s birth) and that happened in the toilet. This moment was honestly just like those overly dramatic scenes you see in the movies. I told Rhonda my water just broke and she said, “are you serious?”. I said yes, I wouldn’t joke about something like that. Those massage tables are very waterproof and with the added indent for pregnant bellies I was literally sitting waste deep in amniotic fluid. I felt so bad for Rhonda. Thank goodness she was a former birth doula! She got me a bunch of sheets and towels and followed me out to my car. She said that this has never happened at the spa before. She had me message Tom and he responded with “I knew this would happen!”. I drove home (only a 5-minute drive) and had to breathe my way through a few contractions on the way, as well as when I pulled into the garage. Glenna is our little spa baby.
Tom met me in the garage and asked if we should go in. I did not want to because I desperately wanted a medication/intervention free labor. Everyone said to stay home as long as we could. I got inside and had to stop to breathe through another contraction. Tom mentioned that the contractions were coming much closer together and maybe we should go in. My mom, who was set to watch the kids during labor, was at a paint class. I had called her on the way home and told her she didn’t need to come just yet. This was around 7:00 PM. My sister Lauren came over around this time. I wanted to help get the kids into bed and then try getting into the bathtub before going in. Contractions were more intense and somewhere around 2 minutes apart.
Lauren said that if I got into the tub she would have to deliver the baby. I laughed and said no way, but in hindsight she was probably right. She called my mom to come over and help get the kids in bed, even though I didn’t think that she needed to come yet. Her and Tom both said that we better go in. It wasn’t that I was being stubborn, I just truly did not want to go in too early and find out that I was only a few centimeters dilated. That has been devastating to me in previous labors.
Shortly after this, Lorelei fell from our playhouse outside and got the wind knocked out of her. She was pretty upset after that and distraught over me leaving. It broke my mama heart. Tom was able to get all the kids ready for bed right as my mom arrived. Tom quickly installed the car seat in the car. We didn’t have the van set up to have another car seat in it yet, so this was our plan if we hadn’t gotten it set up. It also worked out in case my mom needed to take the big kids somewhere. Poor Lorelei was still crying when we left, but I did get to say goodnight and goodbye to all of them.
Lauren followed us to the hospital just in case something happened. She thought that Tom might have to pull over so I could deliver the baby on the side of the road. I was still in denial. I was uncomfortable at this point and the short ride to the hospital was not an easy feat. Having contractions in a moving vehicle on bumpy roads with stop lights is less than desirable. Tom did a great job getting us there, though. I asked him to drop me off at the ER entrance and park the car so that I could get a head start on checking in. I walked into the ER and just stood there for a minute working my way through a contraction. I honestly don’t think the people at the check in desk saw me right away. I said excuse me I need to check in, I’m in labor. The all looked up at that point. One lady asked me if this was my first baby and if I had called ahead. I said no, this is my fifth baby, and I didn’t exactly have time to call ahead. I was working through another contraction at this point. She said to me, “you aren’t crowning are you?”. I just laughed and said no and declined the wheelchair. Needless to say, they got me directly up to the birthing unit without any further questions and Tom caught up to me and the security guard escorting me to the unit while we were still in the hallway. It made me smile to see him running with all of our things down the hospital hallway. He was very efficient with his parking and grabbing our things.
I had 3 or 4 more contractions on the short trip up. I had another one in the hallway when we got on the unit. I said hi to a few of the nurses and the pediatrician on call. I had worked with all of them on the unit a few years before. I was lucky and got the same nurse, Sarah, that I had with Emmie’s delivery. She was great, honestly. She didn’t make me get in a gown or get in the bed. She didn’t make me rush to get an IV inserted and get the baby on the monitor. She let me get “comfortable” first. I say that in quotes because there was really no way for me to get comfortable at that point.
Sarah wanted to grab my vitals and check my dilation. I was hesitant about this because I didn’t want to be disappointed. There really is no need to check dilation in labor. You know when your body and your baby are ready. I can say this from experience now, but I had read about that prior to Glenna’s birth. Hospital staff are always so quick to want to check dilation. It might help some women, and that’s totally ok, but it really doesn’t provide accurate information. Your dilation can change rapidly in labor and not being dilated to a certain amount can upset or frustrate you and could stall your labor. I did let Sarah check my dilation and we found out that I was 7 cm. I hate to say that I was disappointed, but I was. I kept saying that I just wanted to be done and would love if I could have even a small break from the contractions. Just a little break to regain my strength and composure. Glenna and my body had other plans.
I need to share how amazing Tom was during Glenna’s delivery. He rubbed my back and continuously encouraged and supported me. He kept telling me that he believed in me and that I could do it. He told me how strong I was and that everything would be over soon. I could not have done this without him. He had a very active roll in this birth. It was the first time I really “needed” him since I did not have any pain medication.
Sarah and Tom helped me to the tiny tub and Tom asked me if I wanted my birthing playlist. I said yes and got through half of the song Promises by Maverick City Music. Great song, I recommend you listen to it. Things got insanely intense at this point. I started begging for an epidural. I said I just wanted to be done. A lab technician came in to draw my blood and I told her that she could just wait for the IV start and draw labs off that because I was getting an epidural. Tom wanted to make sure that was what I wanted, and I said yes. I should have known that I was in transition and about to start pushing when I requested an epidural. Every single natural birth book/story that I read said that when the laboring mother started to say she wanted to be done or was giving up, or that she wanted pain medication, the baby would be born soon. I don’t remember exactly how things happened next, but I felt intense pressure and started involuntarily pushing. Sarah said she heard that low guttural/primal moan and knew that we didn’t have time to do anything. She said we needed to get to the bed or we were going to have the baby in the tub. The tubs in the hospital are very small and the bathrooms do not fit more than 1 other person comfortably. Not exactly the best place to deliver a baby, but I’m sure it has been done before.
It felt impossible to try to stand up. I honestly could not stop pushing. It was this crazy weird feeling of involuntary convulsions in my abdomen. It was almost like throwing up but bearing down instead. I hate throwing up and will do anything to prevent it. I kept saying “I don’t want to throw up,” but I couldn’t control it. I leaned my weight on Tom and he and Sarah were able to get me in the bed. Dr. Vo-Hill came in at this point. I was on my hands and knees in the bed facing the wall and pushing without trying. Dr. Vo-Hill suggested some nitrous oxide to calm me down, but Sarah told her I couldn’t have it because I wasn’t tested for Covid. I looked at Dr. Vo-Hill and basically begged her to give me the nitrous oxide. She was not able to give it to me. We wouldn’t have had time to get it anyways.
They wanted me to flip onto my back. I was adamant about not delivering on my back. This is the single most ineffective position to birth in. It is only beneficial for the doctors. It closes off your pelvis and the baby has to go up an incline to come out. Delivering on my back with prolonged epidurals may have been the cause of my two previous shoulder dystocias. I also didn’t think I could even move, to be honest. Somehow, I rolled onto my left side and with the next push Glenna was born. It was surreal. I was so proud and excited. I kept saying that “I did it, I really did it!”. We arrived at the hospital a little bit before 8:00 PM and Glenna was born at 8:39 PM. I would say that active labor probably started around 3:00 PM. That would put my active labor at a total of 5 hours and 39 minutes. That is by far the shortest labor I have ever had. I had absolutely zero interventions. It was what I wanted and incredibly empowering. I wouldn’t have been able to do it without Tom’s continuous support and encouragement. Thank you, God, for answered prayers.
WE DID IT!
Glenna’s birth story ends here. If you want to keep reading about Glenna’s first 48 hours of life and our struggles, I have that story below.
I was also praying for a gentle entrance into the world for Glenna. Unfortunately, she ended up having the same issues with breathing and tone (limp limbs) that her three older sisters had. She had APGAR scores of 8 and 9 but started to look a little blue. They had to cut her cord much earlier than I wanted and took her over to the warmer to be assessed. They gave her some oxygen and she started to pink up so they were able to bring her to me. She latched on and wanted to nurse as soon as she was given to me. I have a history of oversupply with milk, and she was really nursing strong. I think she may have inhaled some of the colostrum. She went a little limp and started having a harder time breathing. They ended up needing to take her to the special care nursery.
She was doing better once in the nursery and the decision was made to bring her back to the room and monitor her oxygen saturation, heart rate, and respiratory rate. With the next feeding, she started to look a bit off again. The nurse, Kim, checked her oxygen saturation and it was down to 60%. Back to the special care nursery she went. The pediatrician was pushing to have her get a chest x-ray to test for aspiration pneumonia. I was very adamant about her not getting an x-ray unless it was completely necessary. Such little bodies do not need that amount of radiation. Nobody really needs that much radiation. I was able to convince her to hold off on the x-ray, but she ordered a full sepsis panel to check for any infection and that more labs be run as well.
At this point, Glenna is off all oxygen and is breathing fine on her own. We had to stay in the special care nursery until 3:00 AM, regardless of how well Glenna was doing. Tom kept saying that they were paying more attention to numbers on a screen than to the patient. It was very upsetting. She ended up having over 15 needle pokes, including 3 venous punctures in her poor arms. It was awful. Definitely not the gentle entrance that we wanted.
After we finally got her back to our room, we had to continue to keep her on the oxygen saturation monitor. These monitors are not concise. They send out false alarms on a regular basis. The alarm would say that she wasn’t breathing when she clearly was breathing just fine, without any signs of distress. It was hard to get any rest that first night. Thankfully, Glenna had no other issues the rest of our hospital stay.
The next morning a new pediatrician was on call. She infuriated me. I explained to her that we wanted to go home and that Glenna was doing great. She would not let us go. She said we could leave against medical advice and that they would not forcefully keep us there. The problem is that if you leave against medical advice insurance will not cover your hospital stay. The doctors know this. She claimed that she was unaware of this insurance protocol. She also wanted Glenna to continue to stay on the oxygen saturation monitor. She pushed even harder and said that it was necessary to obtain a second arterial blood gas level since they were unable to successfully gather a 2nd sample the night before.
My dad was visiting at the time that the pediatrician was assessing Glenna. He said he heard her say the same thing over ten times anytime I tried to explain to her that this exact scenario has happened to all of our girls and that we were more than capable of monitoring Glenna safely at home. She just kept saying “Oh I know mama, it’s just our protocol” over and over again. She would not listen to me. So we stayed at the hospital against our wishes. I was discharged as a patient but was still able to stay in the room with Glenna.
A few hours later another lab technician came in and said that the pediatrician ordered another lab (CRP to check for signs of inflammation). We were unaware that another lab was ordered. I told her to just draw the 2nd ABG and get that out of the way. The pediatrician was unwavering on the fact that Glenna had to have a good ABG lab result before they would even consider letting her leave. Thankfully this lab tech was much better than the one the night before and was able to get the blood drawn without any trouble.
Big surprise, the ABG came back normal, and Glenna was finally able to come off the monitors. If they would have just listened to us, really listened to us, we could have gone home that day and avoided so many needle pokes. I was just trying to protect my sweet tiny new baby.
My mom was able to bring the older kids to meet Glenna. They did not get to come when Emmie was born because of the Covid pandemic. It was wonderful seeing them all meet their new sister. Every single one of her siblings was in awe of her. They made her cards and brought her little presents. It melted my heart.
The rest of the day was rather uneventful. Lots of baby cuddles and laying low. Lauren came to take some pictures of Glenna in the hospital. Tom had playoffs for SPUFA, an ultimate frisbee league that we play in every summer. I encouraged him to go. I thought that it would be good for him to do something routine. My mom took the kids to the field to watch the team play. Unfortunately, their team did not make it to the 2nd round, but they had fun. We also decided that he would go home and stay with the kids to give them a sense of normalcy as well. There wasn’t a lot he could do in the hospital, and everything was going well.
My other sister, Annie, came to hang out with me and Glenna while Tom was gone. It was lovely to have her company for a few hours. Bonus, she also brought snacks! After she went home, the lab came in again to draw more labs. They now wanted to do a bilirubin level because of our girls’ history of jaundice. I waited for the results, but they didn’t come, so I decided to try and get some sleep. Less than 20 minutes after falling asleep, the nurse comes in with a bilirubin blanket. I was startled since I had just fallen asleep and beyond frustrated that another intervention was going to be forced on my sweet baby. Those lights are bright, hot, and uncomfortable. The nurse told me that her bilirubin level was considered high intermediate risk and that they wanted to start phototherapy to get on top of her jaundice. She was not jaundiced at all at this point. Her bilirubin level was only 6.4. None of our girls ever had that low of a bilirubin level. I looked up the results online and found out that her level did not put her at high intermediate risk, it put her at low intermediate risk and phototherapy was not required.
I broke down at this point. I felt very defeated. It seemed like they were doing everything in their power to keep us in the hospital instead of helping us to go home. They also did not perform the regular newborn hearing screening exam and the heart screening exam overnight. These two screenings are typically performed on night shift. Glenna and I worked with what we had and did our best to put the circumstances behind us so we could get some sleep.
In the morning things begin to look up. Glenna was still doing amazing. She was eating well and had only lost 4% of her birth weight. My friend Ashely came to bring me coffee and treats and hang out with me while we waited for news. It was comforting to have her there with me. Tom was still home with the kids but planned to return to the hospital soon. His mom came over to spend time with the kids so that he could come back.
The first pediatrician who saw her after birth came back to see us. She was comfortable with us going home if Glenna’s bilirubin level hadn’t spiked during the night. I explained that we were more than willing to take the biliblanket home and come back for a spot check if we needed to. We had to do this with all our other girls. Praise the Lord, her bilirubin level had only increased to 7.5 and was considered low intermediate risk. We got to go home, and we didn’t even need a biliblanket! Huge answer to prayers. We will have another bilirubin level assessed on Monday August 22nd, but we have the entire weekend to snuggle our baby girl without a biliblanket in the way.
We finally left the hospital at 11:00 AM on Friday August 19th, 2022. It is so very wonderful to be home. We are thankful and blessed beyond measure. Thank you to everyone who helped during this entire process. Thank you to those who cared for our older children and our home while we were away and to all of the friends and family who prayed, offered support and encouragement, and visited so that we could stay sane.
We picked Glenna’s first name because we both thought it suited her. Glenna has Gaelic (Irish) roots. I have always wanted an Irish name because of my Irish heritage. Glenna means “Living in the valley”. Her middle name, Rebecca, is to honor our friend Rebecca Engelkes who passed away from cancer recently. She was so full of life and loved babies very much. We wanted to honor her in a special way. She will never be forgotten. The name Rebecca in the bible represents beauty. The meaning of the name is “to tie, or to bind”.
We found out at our 20-week ultrasound that little miss Glenna was measuring small. She was below the 3rd percentile for size. After we found out this information, I wanted to name her something that meant small and mighty. I found the name Yara, which means small butterfly in Hebrew. I was sold on naming her Yara right up until the final weeks of pregnancy. I realized that I liked the name meaning, but the name itself didn’t sound right. I had a giant list of names that I liked at some point during the pregnancy. After Glenna’s birth, we narrowed her name down to Laine/Lainey or Glenna. We thought about combining Glenna and Laine and doing Glenna Laine, but Tom thought it was too close to Penny Lane by the Beatles. We also wanted to honor Becky and I was pretty set on Rebecca as a middle name. Tom loved Glenna Grace Rebecca and we could call her GiGi. I thought it was a bit too wordy. I’m also not a huge fan of using the middle name Grace because it is so popular. I love the name Grace, but I also would have wanted our other girls to have similar middle names like Faith, Joy, Hope, etc., and we didn’t do that. Lorelei’s middle name “Charys” means Grace in Hebrew. That was also a bit too similar for me. Glenna Rebecca it is! Some nicknames we’ve come up with so far are Glen, G, GiGi, Lenny, or Lollipop (Sadie came up with this name).
Welcome to the world our littlest Glenna Rebecca. We are so blessed to have you.
Photos below courtesy of LK Photography (my sister Lauren Klein). She really did an excellent job! I made the knit swaddle sack and knit bonnet. The wildflowers are from my garden.